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Envy

Jealousy is a poison that drives you mad

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Envy

I did this painting as an emotional outlet in the Summer of 2003...when I was going through some horribly envious feelings towards some dear friends of mine.  The classic girl-likes-boy, but boy-likes-girl's-friend instead.  The age old lament of wanting what you cannot have, being outside looking in, feeling alone when everyone else has someone else to hold onto.
 
Thankfully, I have since gotten over those feelings.

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Poison Envy

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"The Poison In Her Eye"

I painted this in one night.
The title is a misheard lyric that originally inspired me.  The original lyric was "like the poison in her arm" (from the song "Hope" by Apocalyptica), yet the first time I heard it, and even now, I always seem to want to replace "eye" for "arm".  And it just reminded me of jealousy, how it is a poison, and the old term personification of jjealousy being a "green-eyed monster".
 
I have been so satisfied with this piece, that I can't believe I did it myself.  It doesn't look like it should be mine.  I think it's one of my best pieces.
 
And the best pieces can have the darkest origins.